i HEART you all

the moments when you always there for me ,

you always make me feel happy ,

always make me comfortable .

you make me feel precious .

you are my  FAMILY. 

but then ,

when you got a new one ,

new sisters ,

new friends ,

or either ,

a new girlfriend/boyfriend .

you leave me ALONE.

and i got this new feeling ,

yeah,its hurt . very very hurt .

yesterday , you treat me like we are SPECIAL .

but

today , we are totally STRANGER .

our memories , always swirl around in my head .

im losing you all .

well i guess,that is jut TOO BAD .

maybe , it is because of me .

so ,

the moments when you read this ,

IM SORRY .

if i ever hurt you , ignored you , mad at you ,

or drag you into my problem , im sorry if i acted like i dont care .

but the thing is , i cant never survived without you all .

pardon me if i never appreciate our RELATIONSHIP

maybe i never told you , I LOVE YOU GUYS