:: easy come easy go ::

boring saturday..
today ada kemajuan sudah i bangun awal around 2.00pm. yeayy!! so macam biasa layan wayang hindustan nii in TV3. hihi :)
i hate weekends cuz there's nothing to do. sudalah panas ni penang, hmphh. last week my housemate Linda moved to serdang due to she's taking nursing, so kena halau laa from PV. hehe  so i accompanied her to the bus and carrying her stuff. it's kinda sad tho whereby we've been together for the past 6 months, she cooked for us, and yeah my roomate juga!.. first week sunyi jugalaa and tiada sudah kawan i berlanjik-lanjik all and stuff. hmphh normally kami stay up late watching American Idol, Gossip Girl, or any late night movies while baring2, peluk2, ramas2 nenen, garu pantat, kentut each other. aww i miss that! hihi :)
last thursday she datang here. hehe time tu kan cuti deepavali so housemate dia tuu all balik hometown, so she's all alone so she came here. hehe
and then 3 days after she left, another housemate Nasrah pun wanna move out. Bukan laa apa dalam rumah nii x bertegur sebab she ada causes a scene before kasih buruk2 kami ni eihh. mulut orang ni susah mau tutup. i wonder why girls face these things. haha!


happy gila kami she keluar. jahat nii hihi :)  so she move out on wednesday. and then ganti pula sma Kak Emma, sabah student juga. so she ganti tempat nas. and then another housemate nii Kak Sophia pula ganti Linda's palce. hmm kinda awkward at the first place where she nii pendiam tp senior suda tuu. we were wondering kenapa dia pindah ahh?? mestii anuu nii...................?? hmm nvmla :)


she talked but less. hmm tdk best laa macam nii. i'm a talkative and loud! so tdk suka if ada pendiam tuu. tp jarang2 juga dia d rumah nii. hmm mcm angin jaa belimpas. didnt talk?? hmm let her be. lama2 oklaa kan. so now i have two new housemate so harap sgtlaa everything will be fine kan? we're like sisters now so tdk mau laa unwanted scene happen again. sayang them many- many :)

my housemate!! kak amalina, kak tyka, kak linda, asma, jack and alia ;)

I paling rapat sama ni bilis :)

Tricia Sabrina Santani. 

x normal mcmna pun dia tatap a good friend!

our last day with Linda before she move out :(

yet still she's a good pal

both them ni ada sakit sikit, so if ambil gambar memang like this #justsaying

:: tyka, jack and aalia ::

miss this! ehh wait.. ada linda behind! hihi :)

I LOVE YOU MATES! ;)

how can i trust you?

..feeling bored! so blogged it out la kan? this week isn't lucky week la for me! macam2 masalah. yeahh friends! haihh natau juga apa masalh dia tu. now i'm feeling regret laa kan trust dia? eihhh FUCK la! no wonder laa my two babes nii keep on reminding me avoid from telling stuff to her. sebab drg nii kinda x ngam. hmphh what can i do she's good towards me and i USED to like her. haha nice one la. well i'm so shocked that why must you revealed my secret?? you were my friend remember?? tapi kan jahat2 sy ni even one pun your secrets, your shitty lies and your #%@* save with me la kan? mess with me, wait for your time la kan so let's see who's the real bitch now :)


kesian juga dia nii i wonder why mesti dia busy body with my personal life, as if sy kacau duit dia or something. hmm poor girl :(
all these while i trust you laa kan tapi i wonder WHY must you buat macam tuu? no wonder your old friend been avoiding you! sucks to be yu huh? haihh makin naik darah juga bila cakap pasal you ni. depan punyala baik laa mphhh kalau aku laki tepikat juga sama kau nii. cantik juga. tapi eihh main lepas belakang nii apa cerr kan?? haihh seriously this week went suck! lucky me tiada class. if not everything's a mess la suda tu. hmphh
penat bahh saya nangis all the time. yeahh i did mess up thing due to what i've done and lies. tapi aihh masuk campur kau ni macam lain pula. 
thank God juga ada mumy beside me, my housemate, Sabrina yg memang always dengar whatever i say la kan. hehe ksian juga she have to hear my problem nii. dia nii tiada perasaan sikit, if cakap buat "duhh" jaa. hihi :)
i'm trying to fix things here but with you girl? i don't think so. enough with your lies. mau raya sudah kau kan naa betaubat la kay?? you're big enough to think which is good or bad. cermin dulu diri tu nice2 then if nice enough sda baru cakap pasal orang lain ah? hehe ;)


p/s- you know you love me! ♥

                                                                                     does this suits you missy?

don't interfere other people's ife will you young lady?

yourself even worse #justsaying

                                                                    

my pare.. Puteri

meet my girl, Puteri Nursyafiqah

first i mau minta sorry ahh pare! huhu i miss you tapi kenapa kita nda b'ngam ahh on something yang..,?

i mean why should we end up macm nii?? you were my friend remember? everyhing happen tiada laa i mau simpan dalam hati or what. i were shocked ja bila dapat tau semua. I mean, you're my friend but how could you...?? nevermind la. lain juga we tidak betegur  i mean i share with you almost all. we dont have to end up things this way. mungkin silap saya la post something that maybe buat you tersinggung ka apa. tapi normally anything you will confront i or text me la kan? tapi kenapa now lain?

i really miss you i do! puteri yang sy kenal sangatla hyper, gila, munul2, forgiving tapi tidak forget!

i miss where we spent the days with hangin out together, tidur sama2, makan sama2, share secrets, mengumpat sama2, tgk wayang all. naa ee banyak bh memories sma you nii. tidak terfikir juga sy mau marah you for no reason or based on my mistakes. you took it the wrong way. humphh~

she's the swagger! ;)

i rindu puteri botak sebelah! ni laa kawan/pare aku paling cool!! she's way better if you know her!

forgive me pare. i really miss you pal.

hugs & kisses!

:: wa kay ::

`Wawa Kay`

how should I start this? hurmm.. I'm sorry for cousing so much problems, dilemma, pains towards you recently. I know you hate me now but here's the truth. I have never regret knowing and loving you for the past 3 years.. you were there for me through good times nor in bad times. you were all supportive, caring, loving and perfectly enough and take good care of me. bodoh juga aku kan tidak pandai menghargai  orang. i was stupid and didn't think much! i cause major problems in your life and yeah you forgave me, but you never forget! selama saya kenal dia tidak pernah ajar saya buat benda tidak bagus but instead she teaches me a lot! she's really a good companion. we were so close and now it ended unexpectedly. you knew me so well since i were in form 3! that's long and you were loyal towards me. but what have i done?? saya tipu kau banyak. i didn't mean it but i make things even worst! silly me. i lied, i cheat, i betrayed you! i'm so sorry.

2011 was horrible. i buat silap besar! memang unforgiven la. early this year i causes a scene where you got humiliated! i miss going out with you, makan dim sum sama2, shopping, pergi saloon, sneak out malam2, stay2 beach, stay2 di rumah and with my friends, ee banyakla. there's too much memories among every places. i miss you a lot wawa!! i don't expect you to forgive me, but please don't hate me bae! i would really like to fix these problems tapi what i just did really hurt you. tdk tau juga napa aku ni jahat betul sama kau but you didn't do anything towards me. I'm lucky to know you even better and I never regret being with you. 

hurm.. betul2 sy ni selfish la! langsung perasaan kau s tdk peduli n. hmphh ntah apa juga hantu rasuk aku ni kan?? if I'm in KK by now i really wanna meet up with and fix all these. I dont expect anything else, I just want you to be with me as my sister/guardian. i miss you a lot! sorry is just a word I can possibly say.

:: wawa & myself ::

our trip to kuala lumpur early this year. jalan2 & cuti2..

rindu wawa :(

me, wawa, sut

gara2 tidak boleh masuk casino in genting, buat2 happy la. KA- SI -NO.

haha!! i miss this. dengan bangga masuk tapi end up keluar juga. funny moments with Sut!

one night stay in Genting surely excite me!

i really hope to cope on soon!

I miss you,

Atikah Nur Hawa Binti Kamaruddin

:: girlfriend ::

* sharrona, asrafzubaidah, farhanizan, puteri, misha, alexandra *

Preety girls and yeah their mine! haha we've been friends in highschool. we're knew not that long tapi selama I know them seriously dorang best! I'll never regret being friends with them. with different social background we share things together, laughter, enjoyments, sadness, and craziness. I remember during my high school. we're not bad, just trying to something illegal since it's our final year tapi tula susah juga if sekolah perempuan semua ni. silap sikit kena aim. haha!! asal pagi reach school confirm sit on the bench near the school gate with gossiping. senda2 pagi. hehe sometimes stay2 di canteen school makan maggi or nasi lemak. hmphh rindu pula. then pengawas will halau us pergi dewan for morning assembly. hmm paling benci. everything mesti lengkap with the black ribbon di rambut, buku peraturan, nails, baju kurung errr apa2la. kadang stress juga awal pagi kena tegur oleh dicipline teacher.  hehe lepas tu if tdk puas hati naa mengumpat la kami di belakang.  hehe!! Yaya, Onna, Zaf is satu kelas so situla tempat I lepak if no teacher in my class. Bebe and Putry pula one class and sgtla deka sama canteen. Myself and alex classmate since form 1. ada juga terpisah 2 years. haha. if in my class seriously semua cool!! sangat strategik banyak tempat to hide all the barang larangan. haha tapi balik2 juga my phone kena rampas. haha!!! kenangan manis suda tu. i miss my friend saint, sha2 and alex. filipino sesat haaha!! i have such beautiful friends and seriously diorang sangat baik/bagus if you kenal diorang bagus2. my high school memories left me lots of sadness due to my behaviour. sampai ada part where I almost hilang my friend. i love them tapi dulu saya jahat. i hurt lots of people feelings, i lied a lot and i lost their trust on me. bila ingat balik2 i'm cruel towards them. Im sorry :(

I miss these girls a lot! i mean we share almost everything, and then now pisah2 due to furthering studies and then I laa paling jauh. huhu bila all reunite balik semua lepas rindu. perangai kili2 in highschool masi lagi ada. haha my girls are all loud!! we talk a lot!! paling gila shopping. tidak tahan duduk rumah, gossip naa eee rindu bah aku! hishh eventhough busy with hal masing2 but still we find a day/palce to hang out. kalau kami seja jumpa, tidak peduli sudah dunia tu. paling bising semua. hehe tiada kemaluan la bilang~

i love you pare!! :)

♥

 didy, yaya, puteri & me

They're my bestfriend, my sister ever since!! I miss them a lot!! 

:: hey soul sister!! ::

I could say many things about our 

friendship,

and what you've come to mean to me,

the love you've shown,

the times we shared,

the friends you've been i good times and bad,

bad it would all add up to those simple words,

I don't say enough often.

I LOVE YOU PARE!

how it's start..

well, I'm kinda new to blog. I find it intresting whereby I read some of my friends and random people page. haha! I do look like a stalker huh?? these ''thing'' complicated at the first palce.. I dont know anything. Bikin malu seja. hihi!! It's 4.30am, I can't sleep!! argghh I seriously need to change that. BAD habbit of mine! So.. tiba2 la wanna do something new kan.. it's fun tho! It's been like 6 months sudah I think I'm here in Penang, furthering my studies at AUCMS. seriously i have no idea apa and tidak kenal langsung ini college! Just knew from advertisement and time roadshow back in KK. kinda kecewa juga didn't get course yang I want..hmmphh what to do la? budu bh juga saya ni time high school. terlebih enjoy kan naa padan muka. hihi! my first month here.hmm bad juga sebab I'm still getting used to this place with new people new place and new life. Lucky me my housemate were all Sabahan! yeayy mostly orang Tawau/Semporna. diorang sangat cool and fun!! pandai2 lagi untung juga saya bole pok2 silap kan? bad misha! >:)

Bilis, Asma, Tyka, Linda, Jack thank you for being a great/new friend of mine! ohh yeah lupa pula ada Aalia and Kak. Amalina. first kenal seriously it's very hard for me to communicate with them. haha!! macam palui2 laa bilang~ time goes by, now pandai suda sikit2 ckp their language! hehe the lecturer and other student sgt friendly! hehe although ada some yang muka ketat la, unfriendly look and x pandai senyum.. kadang mau tegur pun bfikir bh. hmphh let it be la. my first semester over last august before my raya break. now second sem suda, anduu macam juga baru naik form 2. haha! and paling happy I did well in my previous exam! yeahh tdk sia2 aku belajar last minute kan? Amen! the longer I'm here, I'm feeling happy but kadang2 tu rindu juga sama mumy and my friends back in KK. mau share stuff pun kinda hard. tdk best juga tu main SMS kan? mau jumpa, bergila2 baru siok tu. I mean, everything's out maa..mula2 sini the weather sangatla panas gila babi. damn  itu om pun tidak berani angkat gas. haha!! especially bila mau pergi class petang seriously mau berfikir ribu kali owhh.. ada payung pun anduu rosak seja. now mau year end suda, so hujan2 suda sini. kalau ada kebun kubis aku ni, subur tu kali kan? hehe that's one of the reason juga i wake up late everyday. hmm talk about foods?? makanan sini SADAP ok!! tdk tipu nii tula badan pun naik. terlebih bahagia makan. tett!! plus it's quite cheap bac here. memang puas hati. hehe I really need to control from eating too much or I'll end up like...?? hihi nanti tiada org mau susah itu. I enjoyed myself here with the people around me and my mother yang sentiasa hari2 everyday will akan call me. aww sweet juga dia tu kan. iloveyou mumy small! tettt! sadly I wont be home for xmas tis year where my finals falls on the next day. how sad. I can't be with my family. hmphh to be with my mom is my only wish this year. idk why i really miss her. huhu.. I just cant wait to go back to my hometown and to be with my love ones mumy, yaya, putry, didy, alex, bebe, shasha, cousins and siapa2la i kenal tu. 

XOXO~