:: wa kay ::

`Wawa Kay`

how should I start this? hurmm.. I'm sorry for cousing so much problems, dilemma, pains towards you recently. I know you hate me now but here's the truth. I have never regret knowing and loving you for the past 3 years.. you were there for me through good times nor in bad times. you were all supportive, caring, loving and perfectly enough and take good care of me. bodoh juga aku kan tidak pandai menghargai orang. i was stupid and didn't think much! i cause major problems in your life and yeah you forgave me, but you never forget! selama saya kenal dia tidak pernah ajar saya buat benda tidak bagus but instead she teaches me a lot! she's really a good companion. we were so close and now it ended unexpectedly. you knew me so well since i were in form 3! that's long and you were loyal towards me. but what have i done?? saya tipu kau banyak. i didn't mean it but i make things even worst! silly me. i lied, i cheat, i betrayed you! i'm so sorry.

2011 was horrible. i buat silap besar! memang unforgiven la. early this year i causes a scene where you got humiliated! i miss going out with you, makan dim sum sama2, shopping, pergi saloon, sneak out malam2, stay2 beach, stay2 di rumah and with my friends, ee banyakla. there's too much memories among every places. i miss you a lot wawa!! i don't expect you to forgive me, but please don't hate me bae! i would really like to fix these problems tapi what i just did really hurt you. tdk tau juga napa aku ni jahat betul sama kau but you didn't do anything towards me. I'm lucky to know you even better and I never regret being with you.

hurm.. betul2 sy ni selfish la! langsung perasaan kau s tdk peduli n. hmphh ntah apa juga hantu rasuk aku ni kan?? if I'm in KK by now i really wanna meet up with and fix all these. I dont expect anything else, I just want you to be with me as my sister/guardian. i miss you a lot! sorry is just a word I can possibly say.