* i found this funny amazing food art. here's some piece I'd like to share :)
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Shoulder Muscle Pain..
This pain is so loyal to me. It doesn't want to go away. Ugh! It's killing me!!! How can I get rid of this?
I tried taking Panadol but I don't want to be dependent on it. Sometimes it's fine, then all of a sudden it will strike again. I don't know what's causing it. I'm thinking that maybe because my baby is getting heavier, and I usually carry her by my left arm, that might cause the pain on my shoulder.
I had a wonderful massage just a few minutes ago, Sabrina was my personal and private masseur. Thanks for a very nice, and relaxing massage. I think it got worst, hahaha! Kidding aside, I think the massage helped the muscles loosen up a little. I hope I feel better soon. This pain makes me cranky sometimes. They say that muscle pain is caused by stress, but I think it's the other way around, I feel stress because of the pain.
I miss my mom's powerful and magical hands. She was the one who massages me when I have muscle pains. And in one touch of her hands, the pain will be gone.
I tried taking Panadol but I don't want to be dependent on it. Sometimes it's fine, then all of a sudden it will strike again. I don't know what's causing it. I'm thinking that maybe because my baby is getting heavier, and I usually carry her by my left arm, that might cause the pain on my shoulder.
I had a wonderful massage just a few minutes ago, Sabrina was my personal and private masseur. Thanks for a very nice, and relaxing massage. I think it got worst, hahaha! Kidding aside, I think the massage helped the muscles loosen up a little. I hope I feel better soon. This pain makes me cranky sometimes. They say that muscle pain is caused by stress, but I think it's the other way around, I feel stress because of the pain.
I miss my mom's powerful and magical hands. She was the one who massages me when I have muscle pains. And in one touch of her hands, the pain will be gone.
It Hurts When Your Friends Ignore You..
Have you ever been ignored by a friend? I have been. Being ignored is like slapping you in the face. It's rude, it's hurtful and indeed disappointing.
Sometimes I ask myself, am I a good friend or perhaps the appropriate question is DO I HAVE A FRIEND?
I wonder! But in the back of my mind, it's telling me the fact that I have gotten no friends at all. My world evolves in my family and I came to realize that we have no other friends. We haven't got the time to meet new friends and spend time with them. I think we are better off alone with my family. But sometimes, just sometimes, I still feel the need for socialization and interaction with friends. Facebook is my only way to socialize, but since I am very conscious on using it... I am controlling myself not to post anything to Facebook anymore.
And sometimes when I feel so alone, I feel the need of a friend... someone I can talk to... someone I can lean on... someone I can laugh with... But the problem is... WHO IS SHE? WHERE IS SHE? That I don't know.
Sometimes I ask myself, am I a good friend or perhaps the appropriate question is DO I HAVE A FRIEND?
I wonder! But in the back of my mind, it's telling me the fact that I have gotten no friends at all. My world evolves in my family and I came to realize that we have no other friends. We haven't got the time to meet new friends and spend time with them. I think we are better off alone with my family. But sometimes, just sometimes, I still feel the need for socialization and interaction with friends. Facebook is my only way to socialize, but since I am very conscious on using it... I am controlling myself not to post anything to Facebook anymore.
And sometimes when I feel so alone, I feel the need of a friend... someone I can talk to... someone I can lean on... someone I can laugh with... But the problem is... WHO IS SHE? WHERE IS SHE? That I don't know.
Swallowing Pride
Is swallowing your pride means your accepting your mistakes?
In my point of view, No!
I just want to make clarifications that I swallowed my pride because of the fact that we were not supposed to be enemies but the issues just made us what we are. I greeted you because I thought you were mature enough to reply back and set aside our differences but hey now I know, you are not even halfway.
I am not accepting mistakes because I don't have one. It's really funny to think that you reacted on a post that wasn't meant for you and thought that it was you that we were talking about. Hey, no one reacts to a post when you are not really it or perhaps you are truly guilty about it. I
Now I understand that it's really difficult to talk to a person whose intelligence is not as high as mine. My gawd, why is it so hard for you to comprehend that it wasn't you. It's been a long time since that issue popped out but you are still insisting that it was you that I was talking about, hahaha!
I won't budge to talk to you anymore if you don't reply to my message. Perhaps you are not worth my time after all.
In my point of view, No!
I just want to make clarifications that I swallowed my pride because of the fact that we were not supposed to be enemies but the issues just made us what we are. I greeted you because I thought you were mature enough to reply back and set aside our differences but hey now I know, you are not even halfway.
I am not accepting mistakes because I don't have one. It's really funny to think that you reacted on a post that wasn't meant for you and thought that it was you that we were talking about. Hey, no one reacts to a post when you are not really it or perhaps you are truly guilty about it. I
Now I understand that it's really difficult to talk to a person whose intelligence is not as high as mine. My gawd, why is it so hard for you to comprehend that it wasn't you. It's been a long time since that issue popped out but you are still insisting that it was you that I was talking about, hahaha!
I won't budge to talk to you anymore if you don't reply to my message. Perhaps you are not worth my time after all.
Unfriend a Friend
Does it occur to you sometimes to unfriend a friend in one of the social networks such as Facebook, Twitter..etc
Personally, I want to unfriend someone who doesn't seem to make an effort of being my friend. I thought of her as someone who has dignity and wisdom but I was wrong. Sadly, I am regretful of making an effort to be friends with her. I was right of how I assumed her in the first place... She's envious and she's a hypocrite.
I am so hating her right now for how she reacts to me. There's a quote that says, "My attitude will always be based on how you treat me," but the problem is I cannot be a hypocrite because I am not one. But whatever she is upto, I wish her luck.
Personally, I want to unfriend someone who doesn't seem to make an effort of being my friend. I thought of her as someone who has dignity and wisdom but I was wrong. Sadly, I am regretful of making an effort to be friends with her. I was right of how I assumed her in the first place... She's envious and she's a hypocrite.
I am so hating her right now for how she reacts to me. There's a quote that says, "My attitude will always be based on how you treat me," but the problem is I cannot be a hypocrite because I am not one. But whatever she is upto, I wish her luck.
Doubtful friend..
Most of the time, I don't know how to react anymore. Sometimes, your friends won't like your posts on Facebook for reasons you don't know. Do they choose not to like you? Or do they not like your post at all? Was it something deeper than that? I am a very observant person and I can't help but observe the reaction and personality of the people around me in Facebook. You know that they are there and reading your status, you know that they are online looking at the photo you have posted but do they do something about it... none. They will just ignore you... Reasons? I DO NOT KNOW. I was trying to do the same thing for a month. I taught myself on how to ignore people I know from Facebook. I tried not to like and say on my friend's posts and see how will they feel. But you know what I have observed, life just keeps going on and on even if you are there or not. Some will miss you but some just don't bother at all. And because of that, I have been thinking, were they really my friends?
One friend in particular who I taught love me, don't actually budge to like or comment in any of my posts. What the heck? But if her best friends wrote something on their status, she will comment right away and start a conversation. I just don't understand why. Is it something to do with me? Or is it them?
Facebook is making me crazy and it is making me doubtful of my friends... This is not good!
One friend in particular who I taught love me, don't actually budge to like or comment in any of my posts. What the heck? But if her best friends wrote something on their status, she will comment right away and start a conversation. I just don't understand why. Is it something to do with me? Or is it them?
Facebook is making me crazy and it is making me doubtful of my friends... This is not good!
I am not so sure what love is..
Sometimes I am not sure what love is. Sometimes I would find myself asking is this how love is suppose to feel?
There used to be days I was really sure what it is. Moment of first love that innocent fluttering feeling which comes out and lives within me with excitement made me confident this was probably was love was. Fresh and new and full of excitement. Then in the midst of smiles and laughter, tears came along..with anger and pain. What seem to me like it was everlasting love,flew out of the window in just a blink of an eye. Questions began to rise, isn't love suppose to be everlasting? or is it just a spur of the moment thing. Can you really lose love with time?
Second and third relationships ended up the same way. Things such as 'I felt love in the beginning, but somehow I lost it with you... you'd be better off with another better guy' became a common quote. Innocent image of love gets lost in the process. All you'd recall is just how 'love' doesn't last and that well maybe you just don't know what exactly love is.
Funny, how easy it is sometimes to forget all those happy moments you share with a person that you've build together for a period of time in just a blink of an eye... then later on only recall the pain which acts as the base for the defensive mechanism you unknowingly build around you. Sometimes I guess maybe I chose not to believe in love so I don't get hurt again.
I'm back again on the track but I am not sure what I am feeling is really love, or just a longing to be with someone, since I've seem to have a misconception. The image of love began to be blurry. What exactly it is begins to be uncertain. I doubt almost everything and just things flow, but I can't really feel like I am all there.
In the end I am still not sure.
There used to be days I was really sure what it is. Moment of first love that innocent fluttering feeling which comes out and lives within me with excitement made me confident this was probably was love was. Fresh and new and full of excitement. Then in the midst of smiles and laughter, tears came along..with anger and pain. What seem to me like it was everlasting love,flew out of the window in just a blink of an eye. Questions began to rise, isn't love suppose to be everlasting? or is it just a spur of the moment thing. Can you really lose love with time?
Second and third relationships ended up the same way. Things such as 'I felt love in the beginning, but somehow I lost it with you... you'd be better off with another better guy' became a common quote. Innocent image of love gets lost in the process. All you'd recall is just how 'love' doesn't last and that well maybe you just don't know what exactly love is.
Funny, how easy it is sometimes to forget all those happy moments you share with a person that you've build together for a period of time in just a blink of an eye... then later on only recall the pain which acts as the base for the defensive mechanism you unknowingly build around you. Sometimes I guess maybe I chose not to believe in love so I don't get hurt again.
I'm back again on the track but I am not sure what I am feeling is really love, or just a longing to be with someone, since I've seem to have a misconception. The image of love began to be blurry. What exactly it is begins to be uncertain. I doubt almost everything and just things flow, but I can't really feel like I am all there.
In the end I am still not sure.
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